/oc/ - Original Creation

>>1516
“Listen,” said Daniel, twisting his wedding band. “I understand why you are doing all this. But I don’t need you to watch me all the time. I’ve survived this long well enough alone. If Henry or Rhys wants to deal with me, then let them. Sad as I was years ago, I’m not ready to die yet. Not anymore.”

Vincent arched an eyebrow. “Oh? What changed your mind?”

“Many things. Cass, Liam, the lads from work, Mum’s memory– Karol of all people. Even though I still drink my liver to death and smoke, I don’t want to die.”

“I truly wish I was one of those motivators…”

“You are in a way. As much as I wanted to beat your face in every time I saw you on the news or on social media with another lover, I still wanted to see you again.”

“So you could beat me?”

“If that’s what helps you explain my thoughts, sure, why not?” Daniel grinned, patting Vincent’ playfully on the cheek. The look of confusion was oddly cute. “Obviously to get some closure, you knob. You can be pretty dense sometimes.”

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>>1526
What a curse to have been born an Allendale! What was so difficult to stay with his father? Did he beat his mother, him? Though his memories from the time before living in the UK were faded, he did recall happiness and laughter. Too late to regret a life with both his parents and a life without the Allendales having a sick interest in him. He should have paid attention to Mum and not allow his Granddad to sway him with his words and his presence. A side of him longed to have a father figure, and Granddad had been the man to make himself readily available, teaching him football, fishing, violin, the art of haggling, and how to be a man worthy of inheriting a vast fortune and dark reputation. Granddad hugged him, showered him with love and praise and lectured him when he needed correction, and he also guided him to his first gun, his first shot, his first kill.

An observant person would say Paul Allendale never loved him, and Daniel would be inclined to believe them wholeheartedly. And yet a part of him could never forget the worry in his Granddad’s eyes when he had been hospitalized for an illness or the pride and joy expressed through his words and presence when Daniel had made his first goal during a junior football game. Every pat on the head, every good and bad moment, it had all been real to Daniel. If it were all but a ruse, then Granddad was truly a mastermind that deserved his place as a crime boss.

Leading Vincent to the door, his heart leapt at the grasp of fingers and a kiss planted on his knuckles. Knowing what he knew now, of Vincent’s intent and fierce love, that they would have remained together in marital bliss, sickness and health– Fucking unbearable. Such a life should have never been taken from him!

He paused at the door, almost waving goodbye to Vincent while he walked to the front gate. His hand shot back down, firm by his side. How could his heart be easily swayed by that man’s charming smile and tender affections? One moment he lamented everything about Vincent, the next he fantasized them together forever.

With a sigh, Daniel closed the door and grabbed his cigarettes. He lit the cigarette, inhaled, then snuffed it out on his ashtray. This had to stop. He tossed them into the sink, turning on the faucet, and threw them into the rubbish bin. Alcohol he would keep. Everything else needed to go.

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>>1527
The taste of Daniel’s lips lingered on Vincent’s mouth. Tongue brushed against his lips, teeth sinking in. All the better to remind himself what he had lost and to never surrender amidst the daunting forces that loomed over him. Hands tightened around the steering wheel; he bumped his forehead into it a few times before turning on the engine and drove.

“It’s not over until I say so.”

Sleep would prove difficult tonight and all the following nights, though he was no stranger to restlessness and the insufferable insomnia that plagued him for the past eleven years. How could anyone sleep in peace while their spouse was out of their reach, whose life hung by a frail string with a pair of scissors hovering menacingly near the fibers? The thought of Rhys coming over at any point to take or hurt Daniel worried him to no end.

Yesterday and today had been the only time he had truly slept well. Enveloped in warmth and calm. Protective arms wrapped around his dear Daniel, refusing to let go, awakening at the slightest movement to be sure his husband remained. His heart fluttered with joy when Daniel was there as he had been when he closed his eyes, soft snores and eyebrows relaxed in the embrace. It lulled him back to sleep, no trace of the bland nothingness or guilt haunting his sleep-starved mind.

All he needed was Daniel, and only him. If only he could forgive him for the past! But he would not blame him, not after the vile words he had said.

All to protect him, he had told himself numerous times, rolling in his luxury bed at night. It had all been to save his life and keep him safe!

The rote words rang hollow, and the nightmares swallowed him whole when his eyes tired enough to rest.

>>1517
Dangerously based, nona

I love cult stuff! I love it when a broken yaoi boy with nowhere else to go gets indoctrinated into a new "family" who want to manipulate and molest him! I want to see the realization the moment he realizes these people don't want to help him, they want to spread his cheeks and use him like a toy! But it's too late, he's already thrown everything else away to join them, so he's trapped as the cult onahole!

kinda like this >>1517 but I like when younger characters take advantage of older characters. like souji/yuu/p4 protag taking advantage of his drunk uncle and having sex with him and dojima either doesn't remember/has only fuzzy memories or remembers and feels bad about it meanwhile his nephew is already planning his next move. tbf adachi could/should do this too but the added incest makes it better.

>>1377
Took me an extra day to get around to it but I love it so much, your characterization is excellent and a lot of the emotional lines, especially about Kyle's self-hatred and anxiety hit really hard and well. I'm super excited for the next chapter to see more groomer lore

>>1383
Thanks, nonners! I hope I don't disappoint with the new chapter. I was worried the angsty teen rants missed the mark, but I'm glad you think they “hit hard”.

Relatable.

How do you all go about researching medical conditions for sickly yaoi boys? I want to draw fantasy magical sci-fi medical equipment that feels less costume-y and more like picrel. I also drew something yesterday and could post in the OC thread for feedback

>>1487
If you have a university near you and they don't check credentials at the library, I'd suggest simply physical medical textbooks.

>>1487
Post it!!!!

That aside, wiki and mayo are good for the broad picture of most diseases. If you're interested in specific diseases, there's a ton of very good narrative nonfiction out there. Anything by Richard Preston (ebola, smallpox) is good. It'll usually be about specific outbreaks of disease, but its more digestible (and entertaining) for a layman, than reading a medical journal.

>>1479
The lore was that these underwater humanoids had societies in each of the oceans and the capital was in the Atlantic Ocean with the totally original name Atlantica, lol. Depending on which ocean they were from, their ear shape reflected it, Alpha is from Atlantica, Omega from the Oceania region and Sigma is from the artic. The basic plot was that in highest position is held in Atlantica but it's a two-person position to prevent corruption. So two rulers for the oceans (all the oceans have governors). The two kings are watched by a council too.

Alpha was a nepo baby and Omega was descendant of an old king. Former wanted to be a governor, not a king, but the latter was raised to become one.

IIRC the plot was basically Alpha wanting to get rid of Omega because he thinks he's annoying and hated the two king system.


>>1480
Excuse me, but Sigma is a woman and don't you forget it!

>>1481
Samefag again. I was very prolific in making all sorts of stories.
This one was around 2004. The idea was that the construction worker dude found an injured bird when he was touring in Cambodia and took care of it by giving her food, water, and a safe place to rest. When he goes back home, the bird appears but turns out she was a phoenix. Later on her sisters come in to move in with him as thanks for helping their little sister, but there is no romance between them. They have no sexual or romantic interest in him and the guy is gay. The dude in the second image is the son of the construction company CEO and is a brat.

tl;dr, they strike a friendship and the boss' son later gets down on his luck and ends up moving with the MC. The phoenixes initially dislike him because all he does is eat the MC's food and not pay bills, etc. So the ML feels guilty. I never got too far with the idea since I was just churning a bunch of silly stories at a time. All I knew was that they got together in the end and the phoenixes would bless their relationship so they'd have lots of luck and love even in the next life together.

This was basically my way of shitting on the rampant harem garbage of the early 2000s and gave it a twist with two boys kissing and the girls going "No way fag."

Please be kind, I was 16….

>>1482
Very sovlful nonna… the anime expressions at the top are nostalgic in a way. An anime with that kind of setup (harem fake out) would be pretty funny honestly.

Drew one more because I was feeling motivated. He's a very sad and lonely boy who has a crush on pink-hair but then he finds out he's diddling his brother so he's like "well shit"

>>1458
I love how classic your style is, nona! It makes me nostalgic for 2000s BL.

>>1459
For real. I miss how raw it was, with sharp edges, proper saturation, no hazy filters etc.

Can't find official plushies of your fave? Never fear!

Want a two foot tall version of your OTP? There are some great tutorials and patterns here: https://dollmaker.nunodoll.com/boy/

This is definitely an advanced sewing project, but with enough gumption and patience, anyone can do it!

>>1416
That does look like someone's old school OTP.
Saving the link in case I make a stuffed body for an air dry clay head… some day. The textile head is a little uncanny.

>>1126
hey, it seems that links are expired and it gives 404 error so could you please share it once more

>>1100
Thank you nonna, these are very useful! finally, I will get around drawing my latest OC getting molested in adequate and numerous ways

Man, I try to keep positive, but lately I felt very disappointed in my skill. I feel like I'll never be as good as I want to be, so why even bother? I know it's just a passing feeling, but it's hard to be optimistic in the face of it. I'm just digitally surrounded by out of this world artists.

>>1386
I think that despite anime and japanese games having become mainstream by now there's still a lot of westerners stuck in the mindset that they have to be ironic about liking japanese things because deep down they still think that people who like anime are degenerates and they don't want to be associated with that.

>>1385
>I could be talking out my ass because I didn't bother verifying it, but I can see an increase of these with the rise of people vibe coding
This is definitely happening, but even before current AI most game platforms were filled with low effort porn games, most using stock realistic 3D models. I would guess that it's now easier to make anime style 2D hentai games specifically due to the ease of generating art. The stuff that was on the top rated page on itch specifically looked at least hand drawn, probably there since before porn game monetization was removed. There's also still more yandere stuff on that page than hentai though kek.
>>1386
Part of it is westerners making baby's first VN feel like they need to be clever and subvert tropes when they may have never even read a VN before themselves, and then add on people specifically feeling like they need to subvert 'toxic BL' tropes.
But there is definitely more genuine stuff that's just like a standard BLVN than it seems, it's just that the meme games are the only ones that blow up into mainstream.

>>1378
It's just that gamedev is still male (and trans identified male) dominated. They code things they're into (porn, yuri porn, hentai, fakedeep things about depression, violence) and consume a lot of other similar shit even if it's bad. And most often it IS bad, but they don't give a shit. I don't agree that most fujos can't code, as you need very little coding skills to make a VNs that could pass as professionally made. Maybe they get scared and think that's not the case or they don't want to put out possibly mid things, who knows. I just wish more fujos would at least try to approach "coding" VNs. I know I could help fellow fujos with coding but art and planning also seem to be issues often.