No.4335
>>4315I've had dreams where I have had a dick and I needed to fuck tight holes with it and this confession has the same energy.
No.4358
Kind of terrified of having my love for BL found out. I run a SFW art account and shop and at random, I found a person talking about my old (like well over a decade) alt accounts where I drew tentacle porn amongst other things. Hard life trying to keep things as separate as possible and with all the moral puritanism I fear getting found out and doxxed because of "fetishizing the gays" or some other claim like that
No.4430
I love guro art, and I love drawing blood and wounds and stuff, but I'm far too lazy to actually complete an image. It's always such an arduous trial drawing a cute boys body and clothes that by the time I get to the fun part I'm tired and I never finish the image. I'm confessing as a way to shame myself into finishing images.
No.4435
>>4430I kinda have the problem in reverse, I draw the fun part and then I'm satisfied and never finish the rest of the piece. And sadly I'm sure the only way to break the cycle is to actually finish them.
No.4440
>>4435same. /ex/-adjacent content comprises most of what i draw, but i always end up drawing the most generic design for the boy, spending the bulk of the time detailing the gory bits like it belongs in the louvre, and then never finishing the rest of the piece. it feels kind of depraved, now that i’m typing it out.
No.4595
>>4593That is a cute trope. Every supportive female character should be turned into a fujo.
No.4596
>>4358You should be fine noni, just stay out of politics and discourse. I've noticed that those kind of folk tend to dig into the past of artists who are loud about certain topics and more prone to getting scoffed at by schizos for being "problematic". And even then, getting trashed just for drawing BL sounds incredibly petty and like something only fourteen year olds would give a shit about
No.4602
>>4358I don't think anyone over the age of 15 does that "um fujos are evil fetishizers" thing anymore so just ignore the kids.
No.4603
>>4602You would think, but nope. Plenty of people over 30.
No.4604
>>4603I feel like it's an age bellcurve. preachy millennials who think they have authority over fandoms because they're adulting!!!! now and preachy 15 year olds. I avoid both groups like the plague.
No.4605
>>4603most likely socially inept twitterbrained schizos who shouldn't be taken seriously at all
No.4607
>>4603>>4604>>4605Yeah in my experience the people over 25 and 30 knee deep into this discourse are genuine autists, as in actually on the spectrum, or one of those weirdo "fandom moms" who have an army of groomed teenagers at their beck and call a la Colleen Ballinger.
No.4616
>>4299>house full of relatives of the holidays>no alone time>watching Kusuriya no Hitorigoto alone on New Year's Eve when enough people are out partying>feel an intense urge to rub one out to Jinshi's voiceNot the way I expected to end 2023.
No.4618
I'm not working at all. My laptop is turned on on my desk at home but I'm in my bed. I don't give a shit about work anymore because the clients and coworkers didn't do shit during my holidays so I have to redo everything and I'm mad at them and wish I could get fired so I can earn unemployment benefits while chilling at home.
No.4622
>>4618That's fucked, anon. I hope your coworkers treat you better or you find a better source of income in the future. It always sucks to go back to work and see someone else has fucked stuff up while you were away.
No.4626
I actually hate gay men tbh. The irl ones are very annoying. Hate the culture, hate their accents, hate their personalities, etc.
This is why I never could get into "LGBT" fiction. I prefer well written stories with straight men.
No.4627
I need to stop getting into localisation discourse cause it only leaves me frustrated but at the same time I'm too opinionated for my own good. If I were smart I'd just suck it up and get back to cramming in that JP vocab so I can just ignore the issue altogether.
No.4629
>>4626I get it and don't like lgbt content either but, to be fair, I don't like it when the men act like 100% regular, realistic straight guys either. I like them in a schrodingers sexuality where they never get with or show interest in anyone (at least until they're in a serious m/m ship) and they don't have any annoying gay OR straight male characteristics. Yes I am autistic.
No.4633
>>4629I agree with this. I also think it would be annoying if every single bl guy was like 'no dick for me thanks', kind of straight guy. I like when some guys act like sluts for dick, just not in the typically gay male way.
No.4635
>>4627Same, it's insane how it's mostly English speakers doing this shit of changing dialogs and arguing that they just have to, and everyone who defends them or argue with them is often stupid as hell too. I hate that some of the games I like are only translated in English. I plan on getting some otome games for the Switch later just to practice Japanese as well because it's been years since I graduated uni and stopped having Japanese classes and back then the 3DS was regionlocked so I couldn't play games in Japanese to practice during my free time.
No.4643
>>4629>>4633But we can all agree if the BL lad came in with a slanted hand, fruity as shit, "one of the girls", high-pitched lisp, it would be unattractive for the character, right?
Fair enough that straight men aren't too great either (as far as fiction goes). Ideally they would just be people without their sexualities looming over them, defining them completely.
No.4645
>>4643Come to think of it, that kinda sounds like the traditional Okama stereotype. So technically it can be a thing in anime and manga but fujo authors know that it wouldn't be aesthetic to have an okama in a BL manga.
No.4654
I hate myself for not being bold. I'm probably on the cusp of dropping out of college because of not having the energy to participate in classes and homework, and I don't have irl connections to get work. I just spend time playing video games while lying to my parents I'm doing online college homework while I'm not. I'm trying to get myself out of this rut albeit pretty slowly. I'm wracked as hell. This year is gonna be something. Or nothing, like usual.
No.4741
>>458glad to see I'm not alone, i'm with ya on the malebrainedness shit, and my meds make me insanely horny too so I'm also a pretty unabashed coomer. I'm also with ya on the omnivorous thing, I lean towards BL but I like GL and het content too. also I'm with ya on the 5th point too ig, don't give a shit about what's in your pants so long as you don't act like a loony.
No.4742
>>1466>>1469both of you are right to some extent
No.4744
>>2607>>2609>>2611god. yeah. not only are fujos for western media a lot sparser barring the big hotspot fandoms, but my big interests are niche as fuck to boot. my current hyperfixation is probably my most mainstream one to date- Marvel comics- and yet…there's still almost nobody to talk with because almost nobody reads comics anymore. it's been going better than my last few fandoms at least, though, which ranged from super obscure webcomics to flash games that are well known but don't exactly have a fandom to online animated series that are just plain niche.
No.4787
gained a tftg fetish (the FtM one…). A billion prayers I don't troon out in a year
No.4826
I used to be mutuals with a "fujo" who shipped herself with characters from blvns and would comment shit like
>"god i wish i was [character]"
on BL fanart. I have nothing against yumes but please get that self-insert shit away from BL.
No.4829
>>4787When I feel mad about shit I read moidy grooming/mindbreak mtf porn. The more manly and ridiculous looking the tranny and the more they ruin their own lives for dick, the better. Especially when they lose their dick or they die at the end.Men broken and ruined beyond repair, to the point that it's unironically pathetic, disgusting, and laughable.
I feel sad about it afterwards tbh. I like happy nonruined men too. Other stuff like guro or slavery is okay because there's still a bit of dignity but I feel like this is too similiar to bad taste ntr.
No.4831
>>4744update: somehow there's more good content in the x-men subfandom than in the spider-man one. not what I was expecting but I'm happy!!
No.4835
i gave up on watching trigun because of all the cuntboy fanart
No.4838
>>4835Yeah NU fans are pretty obnoxious, but I dont understand dropping a show over a fandom. Didn't appeal to me as much as the original like
>>4836 says mainly for aesthetic reasons, but it's pretty inoffensive. I'm just glad it inspired a bunch of cute new fan art of the OG show.
No.4842
>>4835In the spirit of this being a confession thread, Trigun is the only reason I've masturbated to cuntboy porn. No regrets.
No.4843
>>4842I absolutely hate to admit it but cuntboy is 100/10 coom material. We need a cuntboy thread on /ex/ but no mastectomy scars or femboyslop allowed.
No.4844
>See great BL art and follow the artist
>Turns out it's a fakeboi
>See great BL art and follow the artist
>Turns out it's a fakeboi
>See great BL art and follow the artist
>Turns out it's a fakeboi
I'm just gonna pour one out for all the poor fujo artists who drank the gendie kool-aid. I like your art but I will never see you as a man.
No.4868
I confess I don't fuck with omegaverse at all but I'm very fascinated by alpha/alpha (or any other unusual pairing like beta/omega etc.) It's such a shame there's so little of it out there though.
No.4869
>>4868Me too, I wish omega/omega was more common, could be fun seeing two heat cycles interact
No.4870
>>4868I like A/A too, never read O/O though. Kinda sad it's basically non-existent for my OTP and the only time people write it is to do a "bitching" plot (where they turn one alpha into an omega).
No.4871
>>4869Crazy frotting. Just crazy. They can't calm down without a proper prostate massage but their heads are too fucked to think of it.
No.4872
>>4871I need this… expeditiously
No.4924
I love my mother but I'm getting a bit concerned about her lately. I think she's been coping with stuff going wrong in her life by getting into shit like covid and deep state conspiracies. It's not that I trust the government and pharma industry myself but I feel like there's a line between healthy skepticism and full on lizard people territory you don't wanna cross.
No.4925
>>4924Yeah conspiracy theories are potentially dangerous I don't blame you. Don't confront her head-on about them, but give her a reason to not be online. Suggest things to do together, family board game nights, watching a movie, or other physical activities. The less time she's sinking time to reading stuff online the less it'll have a chance to take hold.
No.4943
>>4595Yes! I want to be best friends with them.
>>4626I personally don't hate gay men, but I don't see them as connected to what fujos like at all.
>>4646Cute pic nonna.
>>4787Don't know what that means and not sure I want to… Just enjoy your thing and don't mess up your life for a fetish.
No.6231
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