No.166
>>164This happened to me only once or twice. I was reading some old school BL from the 90s or early 2000s and seeing how pure the relationship was made my heart melt. Tried to find it still can't. It was about some dragon waking up from Earth's core and turning into a man to see how the world has changed and then he found an angel on the same mission as him. I miss how pretty the dragon and angel designs were.
No.176
>>164Yes I have done that many times. I think the "kyaa" is something I picked up subconsciously from anime. Now whenever there are those doki doki heart beating scenes my body fills with that tingly energy and I scream "kyAA!" out loud.
No.177
I totally do this, too. Sometimes I get butterflies and I need to scream into my pillow. I live for that feeling.
No.180
What do you call the "kyaa"? Personally when I read BL and something funny or something important happens I get hyped and think "oh shit it's happening!!!", I guess that's close enough? Obviously I don't feel that way with just BL but that when it happens the most often these days.
No.181
>>164I'm more of an "Uwaaaaa~" type of girl myself
No.183
>>176you're just like me fr
No.184
I only do it silently in my brain, but I still get that giddy, overjoyed feeling and a huge stupid grin on my face. Also, sometimes I start to literally tear up when something is too hot that it’s overwhelming. It’s like tears of joy, but less pure lol.
No.244
I try to hold it back alone but when I'm having anime nights with my friends we always freak out when something spicy or a bait scene comes on! We have this one friend that would physically attack and push us + objects due to the excitement she's having
No.245
>>164I don't do the full kya but I do make a bit of a squeak and then kick my legs into my bed. It has to be really good though, either really smutty and hot or really shocking.
No.246
>>245That's hella cute wtf! The most reaction I would do when reading a good BL scene, usually beofre bedtime is just smile or cover up my face from all the excitement
No.1285
>>181the man from king of the hill be like
No.1776
i'll just say it occasionally happens
No.1777
I have always "fangirled" when I read something cute. Like giggling like a maniac or hiding my face while making squeeeee sounds. But I have more recently started saying kyaaa because of this thread.
Sometimes when I read something really sweet and kya-worthy I will feel overwhelmed and need to put my phone away so my brain can process all the emotions I'm feeling before I can continue reading.
No.1778
I'm old and jaded so if a manga, anime or video game doesn't give me that reaction or make me gasp in shock at some point I won't give a fuck about it and will move on.
No.1781
>>1777>Sometimes when I read something really sweet and kya-worthy I will feel overwhelmed and need to put my phone away so my brain can process all the emotions I'm feeling before I can continue readingI’ve been doing this for so long. It happened again a few days ago, actually. I read a fic so fucking ascended I had to go for a walk to calm myself down. I was gone for over a hour.
No.1782
>>1781I gotta know! What fic is it?
No.1784
>>1783what was the particular line?
No.1917
>>1784I haven't really kept up with this thread so I genuinely didn't see this question>__> is it even worth it responding a month later? I hope you will see this respond anon!
anyway the line was "and Stan thinks they might be pantomiming a suicide pact the way they played cops and robbers as kids, when they used their fingers as guns" which looking back maybe the line wasn't as poetic but in the context of the fic it works
it has a very hopeless and bleak atmosphere so having a call back to the characters childhood completely wrecked me and how this line sort of implies that their fates where sealed from the beginning. I'm also just fond of the word pantomime in general and I love the idea of suicide pacts in stories and the inherently tragedies No.1949
>>1917HELLO FELLOW STYLE SHIPPER.>it has a very hopeless and bleak atmosphere so having a call back to the characters childhood completely wrecked me and how this line sort of implies that their fates where sealed from the beginning.God yes. I love when fics are absolutely hopeless, ones where you just have this impending sense of doom and despair because you know that there's not going to be a happy ending. A story like that's bound to stick with you for a long while and fuck with your brain. I love fics that leave an impact on the reader like that, it makes me "kyaa" internally (sometimes externally if it's REALLY good).
No.1950
>>1949anon you don't know how happy it made me opening fujochan like the morning paper and seeing "hello fellow style shipper" under latest postsAbsolutely! I love angst and it can definitely also make me kyaa just as well as fluff it has impacted me enough
No.1951
>>164At times, usually when a surprisingly bl moment (or an incredibly good male fanservice scene) happens in a nonfujo series.
It does happen with actual bl, but it depends on the content. Its more the surprise of something, you know? Like, "oh fuck! This is it! Its happening!?!" Otherwise its very much relying on my preference.
Though, most of the time not much ends up happening…
More of a "uwaa, oh shit oh shit" than a "kyaaa" though.
No.1955
>>1951That's how I felt the first time I read Edgeworth's "unecessary feelings" line