>>304>fave /ex/ thingsYeah agree with you on suffering. I also like some guro. I like bondage like chains, ropes, hand restraints, dungeons, torture combined with sex. Whipping. Blood, cutting. I like when the MC/victim tries to be as stoic as possible and not cry, but is still visibly suffering.
>whyI don't know, I like fantasizing about my OCs being in situations like that (always the male ocs, with other males, clearly) and it's just satisfying?
>how did it developI don't know, I remember always having a fascination with torture and dungeons even during preschool, i would fantasize about people being tortured in dungeons all the time, and i loved dungeons… i still do really like dungeons/dungeon themed things with the racks and the torture instruments, I really don't know what's wrong with me. I am not an outwardly violent person.
Feels weird even sharing about it